Sunday, August 01, 2010

News from the neighborhood

Check out Fred Meyer's eco-friendly roof on the bottle-return outpost!
The gentrification of the neighborhood continues apace.
The Fred Meyer on SE 39th and Hawthorne has undergone extensive remodeling, both outside and inside.  Outside, Fred's has landscaped its parking lots with wetland-like areas.  They've constructed an eco-friendly roof on the bottle return building.  On the inside, they've created an open cafeteria/sushi bar/specialty bakery area that is very modern and inviting.

All of this is done, of course, with the idea of stealing some of the thunder from the New Seasons grocery store under construction a block to the east, on SE 40th and Hawthorne (right across the street from Thanh Thao Thai/Vietnamese Restaurant).

The New Seasons is scheduled to open in October and, boy, won't that change the whole dynamic in the neighborhood?  I've lived in this neighborhood for 11 years now, and I don't think I've ever managed to stay out of Fred Meyer for longer than a 3 or 4 day stretch.  But with New Seasons on its way, Old Uncle Fred might actually have to put up his dukes and fight!

 Soon to be New Seasons
I'm glad to see new business coming to the neighborhood, but I really hope it doesn't result in rents on Hawthorne become too expensive for places like The Third Eye head shop, or the Blue Butterfly Import store.  What would Hawthorne be without a head shop, for God's sake?

Hang in there, guys!

A Dragon named Zucchini


In the sea swam the dragon Zucchini
Who loved to eat shrimp with linguine
'Til one day a prawn
Avoided his yawn
And cried out "Must you be such a meanie?"

Friday, July 30, 2010

Islam is not your enemy

 (Islamophobia Watch) -- Those behind a sign posted in front of their northwest Gainesville church, proclaiming in red letters "Islam is of the devil," say it's a way to express their religious beliefs and is a message of "a great act of love."

(CNN) -- In protest of what it calls a religion "of the devil," a nondenominational church in Gainesville, Florida, plans to host an "International Burn a Quran Day" on the ninth anniversary of the September 11, 2001, attacks.  The Dove World Outreach Center says it is hosting the event to remember 9/11 victims and take a stand against Islam... --Read the whole sorry story here.
Ah, Florida!  How I so very much regret that, on the one occasion in which I visited your state, I had no time at all to visit charming Gainesville.  I'd love to say that I might someday come, but, honestly, chances are slim.

Nothing disgusts me more than the kind of bigotry displayed by the Dove World Outreach Center.  I've ended decade-old friendships rather than tell a person twice that I don't care to hear any anti-Muslim bigotry.

Are there Tea Party people out there who will condemn this idiocy?  How about Sister Sarah?  Or Rush? How about Drum Major Newt?  Or that up-and-comer Eric Cantor?

I'm not holding my breath...

If there are any Tea Party people who have open minds, I tell you now that Islam is not your enemy.  If you hold the view that Islam is dedicated to destroying your way of life, such fears can easily be dispelled.  

Take a look at Burkina Faso in western sub-Saharan Africa.  The population of 15 to 16 million is some 60% Muslim, 20% Catholic, and 20% other, according to Wikipedia.  It is one of the poorest countries in Africa, with very few resources.

But, you know what?  Muslims and Christians live side by side without any "clash of faiths" bullsh*t messing things up.

My wife, Maty, as I have mentioned many times on this blog, lived in Burkina Faso for most of her life.  She is a practicing Muslim.  But she attended a Catholic school in Ouagadougou.

One of the biggest events in Maty's lifetime was when Pope John Paul II came to Ouagadougou in late January of 1990.  Schools and work places were shut down.  People lined the streets all along the route to the football stadium, which they packed to capacity and beyond, to pay their respects to the leader of more than a billion Christians.  This, in a country that is 60% Muslim.

So, you see, Tea Party people, Muslims and Christians live side by side peaceably.  They even go so far as to respect and honor each other!  It is possible!  You see?  Just like they do in Turkey and Greece and Senegal and Iran and Pakistan

Anyone who tells you that Islam is your enemy is either an ignoramus or is trying to distract you from something else.

Islam is not your enemy.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Wherefore this penchant for self-destruction?

Laissez le bon temps rouler
Has there ever been a time in your life when you confused recklessness with passion? Have you ever mistaken Devil-Be-Damned abandon with lust for life?  Have you ever justified self-destructive behavior with some variation of the phrase "I'm being true to myself," or, "I won't be compromised" or "I live life to the fullest?"

I certainly have.  Nor can I say that I regret it.  All part of the tapestry, eh?

The world is full of prominent examples of people who spurn restraint, who hasten and invite death every day of their lives:  Glenn Beck or Timothy Treadwell or Shane MacGowan, for example.  The range of behavior is vast:  everything from inciting hatred, to standing face to face with grizzly bears, to drinking oneself to death. 

Glenn, Timothy, and Shane:  clowns to some; heroes to others
But why do people behave in this manner?  What demons possess them?  There are as many reasons as there are people, I imagine.

In my own case, my first self-destructive period (drinking, drug use, promiscuity) occurred during my late teens and early-to-mid-twenties, when I was attending college. I was too young to know any better, frankly.  And reckless behavior was a way to pretend that I didn't care that I didn't have a girlfriend.  (Which is not to say I didn't have girls, mind you.  Lots of those.) When I graduated and moved to Portland, I put away childish things... for a time.

My second period of self-destructive behavior occurred a few years after my divorce, when I began to believe that I might not find a life partner.  Loneliness, and fear of loneliness reared up and I fell back to the behavior that I had learned in college:  I pretended not to care that I was alone.  That period ended when I found Maty.  (And, even then, it took some arm-twisting on her part.)  

If we assume that everyone has this propensity to some degree, what does it indicate?  It seems to run against the grain of nature, doesn't it?  Or has this behavioral bent always been with us?

And why does society ascribe a tragi-romantic virtue to people who behave in this manner?  Why do we admire them?  And what is it that causes us, from time to time, to tell ourselves "If I continue down this path, it will surely lead to my destruction," just before we shrug and plunge right in?

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Una pequeña victoria

¡Victoria!... por el momento...
Hoy, un juez federal dictaminó que partes del ley infame de Arizona, SB1070, se adelantan a jurisdicción federal y por lo tanto, no debe ser aplicadas.

Juez Susan Bolton era muy especifica cuando ella bloqueó las partes del ley más polémicas.  Es una decisión hábilmente redactada.  Es obvio que la jueza demostró moderación.  (¡Claro, los conservadores van a llorer al cielo!  ¿Pero, qué se puede hacer?)

Parece que el Departamento de Justicia, bajo Abogado General Holder, ha demostrado gran habilidad con sensibilidad política.  Los federales no trataron anular la ley completamente, lo que puede significar solo una cosa.  La administración de Obama planifica ir a la Corte Suprema.  (¡Bienvenido, Justicia Kagan!)

La decisión es, en efecto, un retraso.  Tal vez, la administración desea que, con el paso de tiempo, congresistas, ambos republicanos y democratos, serán obligados actuar.  Después de todo, la cuestión de inmigración crecerá en el conocimiento de la publica.  Eventualmente, los cobardes en el congreso entenderán que ellos deben actuar si ellos quieren sus trabajos.  (¡Ojala que ellos se preocupen tanto por los trabajos del resto de nosotros!)

Cuando esa pasa, el Presidente presidirá sobre un gran debate que se librará en el congreso, como ese de la reforma de las políticas de salud.  Parece que eso es su estilo.

Pero, por lo menos, la decisión de hoy es una victoria pequeña para nosotros que apoyan los derechos por los inmigrantes.  ¡Vamos a ver lo que pasará con la Corte Suprema!

(Perdóneme por favor para mi español malo.)

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Oregon agnostic


I believe that the search for Truth (or God, or Whatever-You-Choose-to-Call-It) is similar to a calculus expression.  That is, let Absolute Truth =  ∞; and let X = Human Comprehension.   The search for Truth might be expressed thusly:

lim {X -> ∞} f(x) = X/∞ = 0

Or, to put it another way:  Truth is incomprehensible to the human mind.  It is beyond our capacity to understand.  The best we can do is approach It, just as X approaches ∞. And no matter how close we get, we remain infinitely far away.

Such belief, of course, requires a degree of faith.  More faith, in fact, than is required to derive a literal interpretation of scripture.  By acknowledging that Truth is unknown and ultimately unknowable, one must accept that, at any moment in the journey through life, a sudden epiphany may render ridiculous all of one's previous assumptions and tenets.  Enlightenment is never absolute. 

So, regardless of the method we use to approach the Truth, be it Hindu mysticism, Buddhist tranquility, or strict adherence to the rigid dogma of the Children of Abraham, (any of which is as valid a method as any other) we cannot arrive at the Destination.

This, I suppose, is why I find objectionable so much of what passes for religion in the world.  Bible-thumping hypocrites, jihad warriors waving the Koran, and the brutal descendants of fanatic Simon Zealotes all seem to believe they have arrived at Truth.  They've stopped looking for It.  Instead, they try to compel others to believe as they do.     

Well, as a scion of this little corner of humanity's domain, where religion is largely viewed as a private matter, I reject all that.

I'm an Oregon agnostic, seeking with the full knowledge that I will never arrive.  Forty-eight years into it, and I'm still looking.

How about you, dear reader?  How does it seem to you?  I'm listening.

Note to Anonymous poster: The f(x) of my equation is X/∞ . X does not approach 0, it approaches infinity. And anything divided by infinity = 0, which is the point I was trying to make with this post.

Monday, July 26, 2010

You ain't got money, you ain't got sh*t

Today, under George W. Bush, there are two Americas, not one: One America that does the work, another that reaps the reward. One America that pays the taxes, another America that gets the tax breaks. One America - middle-class America - whose needs Washington has long forgotten, another America - narrow-interest America - whose every wish is Washington's command. One America that is struggling to get by, another America that can buy anything it wants, even a Congress and a president. --Presidential candidate John Edwards 2004
There you go, people.  That's the truth in America.  (Never mind the short-comings of the messenger.  They're irrelevant.)

The "Reagan Revolution" is bearing its rotten fruit.  Ever since the old Prunehead successfully hood-winked people into believing that the ultra-rich were heroes rather than robber barons, this nation has been transformed into a plutocracy, an oligarchy.  In this neo-feudal system, ultra-rich individuals indenture the lower classes, skimming the cream off the milk pail of their labor.

George W. Bush is the epitome, the crowning achievement, of this system.  He is a man who was presented with opportunities that only a very few elites are ever afforded, simply by virtue of his family name.  He failed miserably at everything he ever did in his life, and, as a result of those failures, was promoted upward, until he eventually sat, like a drooling idiot monkey, at the desk in the Oval Office.

Or consider Oregon's former Senator Gordon Smith, who made a fortune producing frozen vegetables in eastern Oregon.  He made this fortune while paying his (mostly Latino) workers less than minimum wage with no benefits of any kind.  Smith is so steeped in the plutocratic doctrine that he, no doubt, can see nothing wrong with the arrangement.  "What do these people want from me?" one can imagine him musing.  "I let them eat freely from the leavings of my table."

An old friend of mine who sells cars for a living told me a couple stories that succinctly portray aspects of the economic conditions brought about by the conservative "philosophy" of dismantling public projects, of relieving the "haves" of their civic responsibility with regressive tax cuts. 

The first story involved a wealthy man and his 15 year old daughter.  (My friend described the man as a "multimillionaire.")  The man brought the girl in to my friend's dealership to buy her a brand, spanking new vehicle for her 16th birthday.  My friend showed them around and they came to settle on a vehicle that was listed at around $30K.  But there was a problem:  the girl was unhappy with the wheels on the car.  She wanted 17" wheels rather than the 16" wheels with which the care was equipped.  My friend described the ensuing negotiation between father and daughter as a "hissy fit."  Father and daughter left the lot squabbling.

Later, my friend got a call from the father.  "What can you do to get me the 17" wheels?" the man inquired.  "That's the only way this deal is going to happen."  So, my friend went to work locating some 17" wheels and arranging to have them shipped to the lot, there to be mounted on the car.  This arrangement added some cost to the vehicle, naturally, but the father seemed unperturbed.  What was a few hundred dollars if it meant he could stop the tragic flow of his precious daughter's tears?

The second story involved a young, single mother freshly graduated from college with a Bachelor's degree in English.  This woman had employment as a teacher and was hoping to buy some reliable transportation for herself and her young child.  My friend and she reviewed her financial situation to determine how much car she could afford.  My friend learned that the woman had nearly $60K debt in student loans.  He estimated that servicing the loans would require payments of some $500 per month, effectively for the woman's entire working life.  He described it as "indentured servitude."  It's unclear whether or not the woman was able to arrange financing for her nondescript, middle-of-the-road vehicle.

And there you have it:  neo-feudalism.  On the one hand, we have a girl who, we must imagine, has never had to work for anything in her life, who believes that she is entitled to every luxury the world has to offer.  On the other, we have a mother, burdened by debt she incurred trying to make her way in the world, who will spend her lifetime servicing debt, paying money to the usurers.

This, of course, is the natural result of the Reagan Revolution.  Wealth collects at the top.  The so-called "American Dream" is a myth, a mirage that is perpetuated to keep the hoi polloi deluded into thinking that they, too, can be at the top.  And the corporate media, controlled by the mega-rich, plays its part by pitting the lower classes against each other along ethnic and religious lines.

In America, there's only one thing that counts for sh*t.  And that's money.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

SoML: The Thunderhead Motel (Pt. III)

Note: This is the third episode of a fictional story. Future episodes will appear on this blog under the label "The Sons of Magda Lane." No set schedule, just as it occurs to me. Feedback is welcome.

Read Part II here


"He's out there.  I feel him watching us.  Like tiny needles prickling the back of my neck."  Whistler Lane reclined in the cheap plastic lounge chair next to the pool, his right foot resting on his left knee, forming a figure-four.  His guitar lay across his lap.  He was shirtless and barefoot, thin as a lodge pole.  His long dark hair was pulled back, tied at the nape of his neck.  The tresses fell low, between his shoulder blades.  The cuffs of his khaki trousers were pulled halfway up his shins, exposing his slender, hairless calves.  He strummed the guitar once, frowned, twisted at a tuning peg, plucking the string as he turned.  His eyebrows crowded down on the bridge of his long, sharp nose as he dialed in on the pitch.

"Could be," Stone Gray said.  "Doesn't matter, anyway."  Stone wore tight black swimming briefs, a towel around his neck.  His bushy beard and crazy, kinky hair, black as midnight, hid the workings of his face.  But his eyes were gray and hard; hard as steel, hard as the muscles in his bulky torso, in his arms and legs.  He stood at one end of the pool, and dipped a toe into the water.  His eyes scanned the busy street beyond the motor entry to the Thunderhead Motel, past the neon sign announcing "No Vacancy."

The mid-morning sun only just peeked over the eave of the motel's southern wing to strike the surface of the water, drawing dazzling yellow shapes, rectangles and polygons, that danced on the blue-painted bottom of the pool.

All around was a great bustle.  It was the usual arrangement:  the entire motel was reserved exclusively for Magda and Family for as long as they stayed in Portland.  It was where they always stayed when they came to the City of Roses.  The crew had pulled in the moving vans and were unloading equipment, hauling it into the rooms.  Every door was open. The load-in was in full swing, and the center area formed by the motel's three wings (north, south, and east) was filled with banging and bustling and shouted orders.

"You say it doesn't matter," Whistler said.  He strummed the guitar again, letting the chord resonate.  He nodded to himself, then shot a glance at Stone's broad back.  "I wish I could afford to believe that."  He paused, musing for a moment.  His eyes lost focus, as if he were seeing through the shadowy veils of memory to a midnight snowstorm in the mountains.  He spoke.   "I saw shadows that night.  Dancing against the flames.  They seemed like naked children, frolicking in the snow."

Stone did not turn.  "Tricks of the light.  Nothing more," he grumbled.

Whistler shrugged.  "I didn't feel like waiting to be sure."  Then he grinned, jocular.  "Neither did you.  Neither did brave Stone Gray, huffing and puffing through the snow, hellbent for the highway."

Stone grunted, took the towel from around his neck and threw it, striking Whistler in the face.  They laughed.

"Careful!  You're going to ruin me!"  The voice bellowed out across the expanse of the motel parking lot.  Beren Angel, owner and proprietor of the Thunderhead, was striding across the blacktop.  His red face was square and severe, with a broad jaw and cheeks like slabs of stone.  His close-cropped hair was fine and fair.  He strode as if on military parade, his arms cocked at his sides, swinging back and forth in cadence with his footsteps.  "Look at that!  God!  What are you doing?"  He pointed at the balcony of the north wing.

Whistler craned his neck around to where Beren pointed.  Two of the crew, shirtless, dread-locked, jangling silver and turquoise jewelry from earlobes and nostrils, were struggling with a multi-course pedal harp.  The  body of the instrument was polished, dark mahogany.  The neck was so long that the crew had to tilt the instrument to the diagonal to get through the door frame.

"Easy, Beren," Whistler said.  "A few nicks in the door jamb won't hurt anything.  It's the harp that might get damaged."

Beren leaned on the black cathedral fence that skirted the pool patio.  "Every time you show up here, my blood pressure goes through the roof."

Whistler grinned.  Stone snorted, turned and dove into the pool.  Despite his blocky broad form, he cut into the water with barely a ripple. 

"You think it's funny?" Beren demanded.  "You know how much money this costs me?  Every day you're here is another day that I don't have any paying guests."

"Don't pretend that you don't benefit from our --arrangement," Whistler said.  He strummed on the guitar, idly.

Beren shook his head.  "Benefit?  Your mother's voodoo tricks are fine for children and fools that don't know any better.  For me, it's all smoke and mirrors.  I don't know why I put up with it."

"You put up with it because she demands that you do," Whistler said.  His tone was harsh and imperious.  "You do it because when she pulls your string, you dance.  Just like all the rest of us."

Beren's jaw clenched, but he kept his eyes on the upper balcony, where the two crewmen had managed to wrestle the harp inside the room.  Stone's head emerged from beneath the water at the far end of the pool; his hair was matted down; silver beads dotted his beard.

"And here's our noble brother," said Whistler, sunnily.

Regal Lane appeared from one of the ground floor doors.  He was broad-shouldered and tall, with a narrow waist and long legs.  His jacket and trousers were black leather.  A silver chain with long round links ran through his belt loops. He had a shock of wiry red hair that stood up off his head like a sheaf of grain.  Mutton chop sideburns ran down his jaw, halfway to the point of his prominent, round chin.  His mouth was broad and straight and somber.  Although he was a few years younger than Whistler, his eyes sagged at the corners, like those of a sad old man clinging to hope in spite of everything.  When he saw Whistler and Beren, he stopped dead, his arms cocked at his sides.  He hesitated, then started to turn around.

"Take it easy, take it easy," Beren scoffed.  "I was just leaving."  He turned and walked back in the direction of the motel office.  He hunched his shoulders as he walked.

Whistler waited until Beren disappeared into the office, then turned to his brother.  "What is it about him that bothers you?" he asked.

Regal's face darkened.  "Nothing.  It's nothing," he said.  Then, "I'm on my way to town.  She wants me to look at a tour bus."  He started away with long, swift strides.

Whistler, strumming the guitar, called after him.  "Whatever it is that you're hiding is going to come out eventually.  Wouldn't you feel better just telling me about it now?"

Regal  stopped, mid-stride, then turned slowly to face his brother.  He pursed his lips; his eyes were troubled.  Whistler waited.

After a moment, Regal came to a decision.  "Yesterday," he said.  "I was at Waterfront Park.  Tara Colds was there."

Stone paused in the act of pushing back into the middle of the pool.  Whistler leaned forward, laying the guitar on an empty lounge chair next to him.  "You're sure?" he asked, urgently.

Regal shrugged, reluctantly opened the gate in the waist-high fence, and walked across the white concrete to stand before his brother.  Stone swam to the corner nearest them; he rested his elbows on the rim of the pool.

"She was pedaling a rickshaw," Regal said.  "Riding tourists up and down the waterfront."

"Are you sure it was she?" Whistler asked.  "Did she see you?" 

"I'm sure," Regal said, irritated.  He scowled.  "If she saw me, she gave no indication.  There were a great many people on the promenade." 

"She saw you," Stone murmured.  "She sees everything."

"I need to know how it was," Whistler urged.  "Every detail.  How did she seem to you?"

"As I said, she was pedaling a rickshaw.  There were two people in the seats.  A well-dressed man and a young woman, a girl, really.  She had her hand on his arm.  He was older.  He had an air of importance."

"And what of Tara?  How did she seem to you?"

Regal considered.  "She wore a plain, short-skirted dress.  Sunglasses.  She was all smiles and laughter."

Whistler looked at Stone.  "What did I tell you?  He's here.  What more evidence do you need?"

Stone glowered, but said nothing.

Whistler turned back to Regal.  "I assume you've told mother..."

Regal shrugged.  "She already knew.  She asked me about it as soon as I got back."

Whistler winced.  "So that's why she was gone this morning.  Off to confer with the other Families."  He pinched his lower lip.  "Whatever Stormy has been stirring up since Old Man Grissom's --accident --is about to become apparent.  In any case, we'll learn more when mother gets back."

Stone grimaced when Whistler pronounced the name, Grissom.  "She'll be here soon," he said.  "Vinnie left to get her a while ago."

Whistler leaned back, frowning.  "He has his eyes on us, we can be sure of that.  Whatever he's plotting, he won't want us screwing it up for him."

"Your mother might have other ideas," Stone said.

Regal twisted the toe of his boot on the cement, looking down.  "Anyway, I'm on my way.  I'll be back later this afternoon."  He turned and left the pool patio, walking out toward the busy street.  Traffic was running thick and fast.

Whistler leaned back, pulled up a knee and rested his arm:  wrist limp, the hand dangling.  Stone pushed himself backward, floated, face-up in the water.

A sudden squeal of tires, a shriek of brakes lifted them both out of their reveries.  Whistler shot his glance toward the motor entry of the motel.  He saw Regal spring back with eye-puzzling quickness, arms raised, toes pointed, like a matador avoiding the charge of the bull.  A black sedan lurched in off the street, jumped the curb and swept by him.  No more than a hand's span separated Regal from the streaking black menace.

Whistler leaped to his feet and ran.  But quick as he was, Stone was ahead of him.  Stone exploded out of the water with a sudden burst of strength, and hurdled the short fence.  His bare feet slapped the pavement, leaving wet footprints to mark his path.

The sedan shrieked to a halt, then backed up and zoomed away.  Tinted windows hid the driver.  By the time they reached the curb, the car was lost in the traffic on the street.

Regal stood stroking his jaw, frowning.  Then, it was the three of them, gathered like mourners at a wake, musing silently.  Behind them, some of the crew had stopped their activities and were gathering on the balconies, pointing, talking excitedly.  Beren Angel stood in the office door, a look of outrage splashed across his craggy features.

"What do they call it, Stone?" Whistler asked suddenly.  "In baseball, when the pitcher throws a pitch high and inside, at the chin of the batter?"

Stone stood dripping.  He shot an irritated glance at Whistler.  "You mean a brushback?" he asked.

"Exactly!" Whistler exclaimed.  "A brushback.  That's what it is!"

To be continued...